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I just dont know how to hold her accountable in a way that will WORKand not just make things worse. Many narcissists lack self-awareness, so they may try to push you to the wall until they find out what they can get away with. Despite the difficulties of this life, I love my husband and do not want to leave him. In the end, I regret trying to make him feel consequences. I was!!! He turned that into I am insecure. If there is anyone who can possibly help us with the legal stuff, we would greatly appreciate it. It is not wrong to use this survival skill, everyone benefits and it is to ensure your own safety. How different from what I normally get from my husband. But this seems a weak boundary to me because I cant see when the line is crossed. Take good care. We made the agreement that we would split the payment and insurance in the meantime so you had a car to drive. This was NOT my desired outcome but a result of our unique situation and personalities, and was not the fault of any of the materials or tips Id used during the time I tried to rescue myself and the marriage. We had so many issues it was simply not funny. He would not be remotely aware of his behavior while leaving. Maybe growing would be a better way to describe it rather than changing but the truth is that a person cannot start growing again until their false pride comes down. I am so relieved to read LadyJanes post (response no. Sorry I dont have much time tonight please visit the page here , http://www.narcissismcured.com/12_Steps_to_End_the_Fights.html. And since the consequences were triggered by events, there was no means for understanding through close communication. Also 10 Steps To Overcome Co-dependence. Is the rapist a relative or stranger? It is ironic but the more you tell these people you care and are concerned about him the more likely they will be to side with you. #43 Dear Tanya, Its a hard life, but for me, Ive put down the sword, and have decided to find the believers in me; not the leaders or followers that are only destined to intercept my inalienable rights to exist. I am only responsible for my self. Even though he is so full of himself that he made the entire process as miserable as possible for himself and me. We are now over a year on and to this day I still love him but not the same way. Forget Counselling..these people are great liars..I got Kims books..they do work. Photo by - https://pinimg.com. I love him, I love my daughter and need to protect her, and I know there is a good man in therebut as long as he sits on both sides of the fence, we will continue to long for the real family that he is not sure he wants to be. I thought things would change they dont. Vindictive Narcissists: 10 Signs & How to Handle One And I am practicing to manage my own defence. I do not give up on him for one moment. He actually even said,or yelled, the whole world is wrong there is nothing wrong with me. He has made threats to kill his biological daughter and her family. Does this include rape? I was not a good wife, or mother, so on etc. I am very close to the point where I may sit him down and explain a few things about Daddy to him, that will help him learn to cope with his fathers behavior, and to help him see that it is not about HIMits Daddys problem. I cant trust him yet of course. Or there may be situations where there is nothing to say you simply need to stop protecting them. He feels I am wronging him by leaving. The love-bombing stage is over. He was right. I really dont know how much more I can take of this bad behavior. The world is a much better place when people like that do the only thing that is notable in their life which is for them to kill themselves and do the rest of us a favor. I spoke with him last night and ofcourse he did not want to make a decision and was evasive and got angry. 2. But that makes it no less hurtful and no less difficult to accept how she simply trashed our hopes and dreams together. Many of them have legal advocates that help you with your situation. My avenue of communicating with him from closeness instead of opposition was shut down. Cannot yet share my own experience but am on a huge learning curve so am needing to understand more and recognise fully that the change needs to come from me: not only because I would like to have the NPD in my life understand the impact of his behaviour on me (and others) I cant help but notice how many women are saying what they are doing wrong by getting angry. It is very important if a partner of someone with NPD decides to leave that they already have a very good plan and have already established effective strategies to de escalate and manage the conflict. I told him that I needed him to make decision by tonite which ofcourse he didnt like at all. I found out after many years that my father had these traits, and I dated several men over the years very much like him. My head understands that his efforts and love were nothing but manipulation. More importantly, they have no affective empathythe ability to feel what another person is feelingmuch less have compassion for others. If you want to forge a new path you must vow not to get stuck in those endless hours anymore. I have also tried Kims suggestion at not allowing my husband to put me down when he is trying to shut me up bc he cant handle hearing an opposing opinion or something that points out a negative or fault of hismy husband likes to tell me how to do certain mundane tasks like cleaning up after my new dog when she releases herself on our floor. Also I cant go to his employeer, we are not married. According to him, I must have been lying to the government and immigration, and even in court called me a bitch. He came back the same except, I know am aware of his limitations as well as mine. Every couple of weeks to every few months of our whole relationship he has threatened to divorce me, but I finally decided to stop fighting it and to stop begging for forgiveness for all of the things that offend him. Otherwise be kind to yourself by forgiving them, but make sure you are prepared with better scripts next time. Relation was ok, he has done many things which I know now were just leading up to hell. But with your advice in my mind, I already managed to stop discussions without threatening to leave him. As for your car I would make a statement to the police and say it is necessary they investigate this for your insurance claim. It is the unhealthy part of their thinking. I cant continue this with the emotional scares he is dragging my daughter through as he plays daddy for the last four years then suddenly heads for the hills to go MIA without an explanation. The Narcissist's Excuses - Mental Health Matters Cofe No matter how soul destroying this type of relationship can be, your experience of this disorder being incurable is not ours and the DSM has also recently been updated to change their position on this. He will do anything to keep his fear a secret. One thing I am puzzled about is how do these people keep their jobs with all of the chaos they can cause such as in the case with Catherine. It was only recently when trying to find out if the man I love is a pathological liar or not, that I tripped upon information on narcissism. DA I read how to hug a porcupine and it explained that when you are dealing with a toxic person you can start behaving toxic too. Reassuring him that I am not ending the relationship. He hides these lovely attributes in certain company people he wants to impress and/or people he craves admiration from. This creates an environment in which the narcissist is never held accountable and paves the way for the narcissist to escalate and become increasingly destructive. It is down to only about 50% of the time being the disordered personality. Let go and let God I say! He has broken up with me in the past when I denied his marriage request (didnt get what he wanted and didnt need me anymore), he appears to take me for granted now with money, and has this idea of our perfect future. I can be just who I plan to be. Why? . That might not sound like much to some people for us we were lucky to go 5 days without something happening. He is controlling, a bully, very verbally abusive, calls me every name he can think of, ignores me, lives in a constant disordered mess, hates everyone, is never wrong himself,has pychotic episodes (scary) lays blame on anyone but himself etc etc. I was her middle manager boss guess who had to prove they were innocent because I was perceived to be in the superior or more powerful position while being the least threatening . [1] Being assertive means advocating for yourself without disrespecting someone else (in this case, the narcissist). This is painful stuff to deal with emotionally, spiritually and financially. This has been my experience of Narcissists. So developmentally I have to bring the cookie jar down and allow him to explore the answer. Try giving him the sort attention you crave. My children and now oldest granddaughter cant believe how I do it with him. Can a Narcissist Change for Love? - Marriage Women, for instance, go back to their abuser an average of seven times, even if she was the one who initiated the termination. There doesnt seem to be anything else I CAN do. As I am writing, I am sitting in a beautiful Hotel in California, at the end of a 4 day all expense trip he won. I cannot take any more. And she would gossip about me to my friends. You did nothing to help in the process and blamed me because the house had to be in my name, since your credit was bad. . I have just stood by and finally let it all happen to him. As you have seen it turns into a trial and everyone gets their defences up. and want to learn to truly love not for what they give me but for what I can give! Nar may never learn, but they will pay for their mistakes at their own hand. I almost feel I dont even need to write my own post as pieces could be taken from almost everyones posts to write my story. But at all times, even during the worst explosive episode: He can tell right from wrong; I cant redo what happened between us and he has no interest at all in making any changes in himself and obviously hes not interested in me anymore and Im wasting my time by trying. So I became the breadwinner but still worked from home where I could monitor and also protect him. Nothing seems a to be my partners fault, other people are always to blame . She and I wound up as live ins with no sex several times but I was no more to her than a paycheck and servant to do all the things in he house she didnt want to do. Charlie, it really sounds like he is afraid. Yet, I hang on to this thing called hope. When I noticed them missing and asked you, you lied at first and then came to me later to tell me what you did. Well things have obviously been pretty delicate since then and Im keeping a healthy distance but we have in the last few months been repairing our relationship. I found out you didnt sent her anything. Insane. This is a very volatile situation and you need to sort through it but also to take care. They're ignoring you and making themselves inaccessible to you. Kim, in response No. He denies that he has a problem. Your last comment to me when I told you I was giving up on this relationship was. I felt the need to give it to him as part of the seperation process for me. 8 Things That Can Trap You in a Relationship With a Narcissist - Insider So I guess I would ask you to ask yourself if you are grieving or co-dependent(co-dependence effects most of our relationships). He is never wrong and will tell you so. This was my effort at not throwing in the towel b/c i just dont believe all Narcs are useless to society.